[ Fitz can get his favor fulfilled while Loki gets his answers, it's preferable to him for the moment. this is more interesting than he knows, besides. if Loki had two Infinity Gems—then Thanos attacked—what exactly did that mean in terms of complications?
then there was Thanos, of course, as Tony and Stephen had mentioned. that didn't bode well. ]
Theories only: If he was wielding one Infinity Gem, it would not be so bold to say that he had another. You have to understand, the limits of these particular stones varies- most likely on those that wield them- their powers extend when they're together. The ultimate "gotta collect 'em all" sort of thing for those of us with competitionist tendencies.
Do you know who the Celestials are, Fitz? Who Thanos is?
[ Strange is precious about the timeline, knowing Fitz is behind him by several months (and untrustworthy, besides) meant he was sparing with his details. Loki fills in the context here where Strange had only offered vague explanations: I was taken hostage by an alien for an item in my possession. Stark didn't want that item falling into alien hands, so he came along for the ride. The ride being that trip into space I mentioned. An alien, singular, Strange had clarified. One being seeking to collect powerful items.
Ah. Thanks, Loki. ]
I like your theories, but I don't know the names. Not yet. Are you going to tell me who they are?
Keep it fresh in your mind that the details between our 2 worlds are still debatable, at best.
[ this also gives him a good idea of the space between Strange and Fitz, and just where they are. ]
Thanos is a big, purple, megalomaniac bent on bringing death where ever he goes. He's known as the Mad Titan, and more than lives up to the title. Everything he does is swift, merciless, and at the bidding of his own violent whims. Where the Infinity Gems are, he's generally not far behind. Strange mentioned him during a chat on our first days. His presence bodes ill, and that the possibility of the Infinity Gems lying close bodes iller, if at all possible.
[ He makes a mental note to debrief Bobbi and Daisy (perhaps even Carter) on this as soon as possible — seeing as however they return themselves to the main timeline, he might be unreachable, floating seventy years in the future and unlikely to be long for this world, regardless.
Fitz feels irritated, then, at the gall of Strange (rightfully spying the suspicious nature of his skillset — ) questioning his character, when he'd been the one withholding vital intel the whole damn time. Wanker. ]
Fantastic. Our world's already in absolute shambles, and now we've got a Mad Titan seeking powerful artifacts to worry about. Oh, and he's deemed an ill omen by Mr Mischief and Chaos himself.
[ Half the Avengers are war criminals and the other half are Stark's band of misfits and reluctant greenhorns. Fury and Hill barely respond to texts when shit isn't hitting the fan. The remainder of SHIELD (that wasn't murdered by Fitz and AIDA's disastrous affair) is trapped in the far-flung future. Overall, Fitz doesn't like their odds.
Fitz will do anything to claw his way back to Jemma, but finding each other doesn't guarantee a happy ending. ]
How do you stop him? History's longest game of keep-away?
[ Loki could follow that up with what Tony had told them: that Thanos not only was seeking the Gems, but genocide as well. ah, well—perhaps something better for Strange to answer, as he's certain that Fitz will follow up. ]
It depends on your resources and your cleverness. I'd not be of any aid there, I'm afraid, not without details. It could be that you find someone else who can wield the Infinity Gems, and hope that their whims don't taint the result. Make a big glove and put them all on it, perhaps?
[ ok, this is only half helping, Loki. ]
Our universes are as different as they are the same.
[ Different yet equally doomed, he thinks but doesn't say. His pessimism isn't as charming over text. ]
Well, I appreciate the forewarning, even if the particulars end up diverging.
[ Though he wonders if Loki counts this as the favour offered at the start of the conversation. Given that Fitz never intended to take him up on this one — because he knows what it's like for your alternate self to wreak havoc on an intimate scale and would want the same information, in Loki's position — if it makes them square, so be it. ]
[ it is the favor, but for Loki as much as it is for Fitz—he doesn't like thinking that he owes people, and holds himself to a particular standard of moral ambiguity. it means that he can wipe his hands of this, even if it's less wipe his hands off and more pass the buck to Strange.
there are still other things hanging: Loki's mention of the Celestials, the conception of the Gems themselves and how Loki knows all of this. well, questions for another time. ]
However poweful you believe these Infinity Gems to be- multiple that 100x. Now, tell me, aside from mind control Clint Barton, what exactly did my other self do with those maybe-very-possibly-could-be Infinity Gems?
[ the other queries are indexed and tabled, likely to be flung in Strange's face during a strop and pursued with Loki at a later time, if the doctor finds himself unable to offer intelligence.
Loki asked first, so Fitz focuses on answering him. ]
He killed my team's leader. A good man. The best, actually.
[ said not to guilt Loki but to forewarn him of how this universe triangulates around the other Loki (not just as a grand danger but as the perpetrator of an intimate tragedy). Even if Stark and Strange gave him a neutral welcome, others would be less inclined to professionalism. Coulson may have been resurrected, but his life is a costly and fragile thing. Damaged. ]
Loki also opened a wormhole to bring a Chitauri army down on New York. The city still hasn't recovered, five years later. Altogether, he forced SHIELD to activate the Avengers Initiative for the first time, and I'm sure you can imagine how it panned out for him from there.
[ killed a SHIELD agent, not surprising. there were many he was certain that Loki would've gone through to see the end of his own ambitions. and the Chitauri is new, nothing that he's outright familiar with, yet the universe is a big place, and there was more than one hungry alien race. ]
He meant to be a catalyst for one thing, and he turned into a catalyst for another.
[ funny the way that those things work. ]
Then he became a supervillain for it. Not so different from my own universe's story, sparing the details, of course.
[ it gives him an idea of what expectations he has to work against, and those perceived by anyone coming from that particular corner of the multiverse. ]
[ the short answer is that yes, it bothers him. it's more personal than Fitz could imagine. Loki had done a lot of things to keep his new reputation, including the erasure of certain crimes that were recorded in Asgard's tomes, loosening those damning bonds of expectation and allow him room to breathe, to change.
that hadn't turned out so well. instead, he had recklessly left gaps where there should have been words, and an old Loki from the future, one already damned, had written other things in their place. ]
It disturbs me. [ but maybe not for the reason that Fitz thinks. ] Yet I guarantee my past-life counterpart has done far worse. But I am who I am- I am Loki. I don't want to and can't be anyone else but Loki. That Loki is Loki as well.
It can't be avoided in this situation, but perhaps things can change.
[ Fitz finds himself glad he kept this as a text exchange, anticipating his biased investment in the topic (well, regarding Coulson; he hadn't thought to worry about projecting on Loki). Wouldn't want his emotions playing across his face or exposed by a brush of skin, in this moment, regardless.
His calm is always edged with control. ]
I hope you're right.
[ If this were five years ago, he'd say they can without hesitation and with all the warmth of someone who refused to believe the HYDRA threat was beside him the whole damn time — or that it might come from inside himself, one day. Now, he thinks some things are inevitable. ]
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then there was Thanos, of course, as Tony and Stephen had mentioned. that didn't bode well. ]
Theories only:
If he was wielding one Infinity Gem, it would not be so bold to say that he had another. You have to understand, the limits of these particular stones varies- most likely on those that wield them- their powers extend when they're together.
The ultimate "gotta collect 'em all" sort of thing for those of us with competitionist tendencies.
Do you know who the Celestials are, Fitz? Who Thanos is?
[ they're getting serious now. ]
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Ah. Thanks, Loki. ]
I like your theories, but I don't know the names. Not yet.
Are you going to tell me who they are?
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Keep it fresh in your mind that the details between our 2 worlds are still debatable, at best.
[ this also gives him a good idea of the space between Strange and Fitz, and just where they are. ]
Thanos is a big, purple, megalomaniac bent on bringing death where ever he goes. He's known as the Mad Titan, and more than lives up to the title. Everything he does is swift, merciless, and at the bidding of his own violent whims.
Where the Infinity Gems are, he's generally not far behind.
Strange mentioned him during a chat on our first days. His presence bodes ill, and that the possibility of the Infinity Gems lying close bodes iller, if at all possible.
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Fitz feels irritated, then, at the gall of Strange (rightfully spying the suspicious nature of his skillset — ) questioning his character, when he'd been the one withholding vital intel the whole damn time. Wanker. ]
Fantastic. Our world's already in absolute shambles, and now we've got a Mad Titan seeking powerful artifacts to worry about. Oh, and he's deemed an ill omen by Mr Mischief and Chaos himself.
[ Half the Avengers are war criminals and the other half are Stark's band of misfits and reluctant greenhorns. Fury and Hill barely respond to texts when shit isn't hitting the fan. The remainder of SHIELD (that wasn't murdered by Fitz and AIDA's disastrous affair) is trapped in the far-flung future. Overall, Fitz doesn't like their odds.
Fitz will do anything to claw his way back to Jemma, but finding each other doesn't guarantee a happy ending. ]
How do you stop him? History's longest game of keep-away?
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It depends on your resources and your cleverness. I'd not be of any aid there, I'm afraid, not without details.
It could be that you find someone else who can wield the Infinity Gems, and hope that their whims don't taint the result.
Make a big glove and put them all on it, perhaps?
[ ok, this is only half helping, Loki. ]
Our universes are as different as they are the same.
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Well, I appreciate the forewarning, even if the particulars end up diverging.
[ Though he wonders if Loki counts this as the favour offered at the start of the conversation. Given that Fitz never intended to take him up on this one — because he knows what it's like for your alternate self to wreak havoc on an intimate scale and would want the same information, in Loki's position — if it makes them square, so be it. ]
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there are still other things hanging: Loki's mention of the Celestials, the conception of the Gems themselves and how Loki knows all of this. well, questions for another time. ]
However poweful you believe these Infinity Gems to be- multiple that 100x.
Now, tell me, aside from mind control Clint Barton, what exactly did my other self do with those maybe-very-possibly-could-be Infinity Gems?
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Loki asked first, so Fitz focuses on answering him. ]
He killed my team's leader. A good man.
The best, actually.
[ said not to guilt Loki but to forewarn him of how this universe triangulates around the other Loki (not just as a grand danger but as the perpetrator of an intimate tragedy). Even if Stark and Strange gave him a neutral welcome, others would be less inclined to professionalism. Coulson may have been resurrected, but his life is a costly and fragile thing. Damaged. ]
Loki also opened a wormhole to bring a Chitauri army down on New York. The city still hasn't recovered, five years later.
Altogether, he forced SHIELD to activate the Avengers Initiative for the first time, and I'm sure you can imagine how it panned out for him from there.
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He meant to be a catalyst for one thing, and he turned into a catalyst for another.
[ funny the way that those things work. ]
Then he became a supervillain for it.
Not so different from my own universe's story, sparing the details, of course.
[ it gives him an idea of what expectations he has to work against, and those perceived by anyone coming from that particular corner of the multiverse. ]
You have my thanks.
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You had a right to know.
[ a distinct sentiment from you’re welcome. ]
Does it bother you?
[ that there are infinite parallel universes, and Loki’s role often turns villainous in the lot of them. ]
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that hadn't turned out so well. instead, he had recklessly left gaps where there should have been words, and an old Loki from the future, one already damned, had written other things in their place. ]
It disturbs me. [ but maybe not for the reason that Fitz thinks. ] Yet I guarantee my past-life counterpart has done far worse.
But I am who I am- I am Loki. I don't want to and can't be anyone else but Loki.
That Loki is Loki as well.
It can't be avoided in this situation, but perhaps things can change.
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His calm is always edged with control. ]
I hope you're right.
[ If this were five years ago, he'd say they can without hesitation and with all the warmth of someone who refused to believe the HYDRA threat was beside him the whole damn time — or that it might come from inside himself, one day. Now, he thinks some things are inevitable. ]
You know where to find me, Loki.